Sunday Picks

Okay, this is in reverse order. This Sunday was nice. I went to church (finally), then went to Starbucks and studied some, came home and cleaned, then played some TENNIS with my friend Ben. It was awesome. I learned to do spins, and to do a spin serve. I'm about to shower, then eat, and then the down part of today...organize receipts and count where the hell my money went, and still needs to go. Oh paper, paper. 

sunflower

  Sunflowers make me happy. 

  So does talking to a good old friend. Thank You. 

  It's always better than good to hear from you. 

  Malasian, Indian, Thai fusion cuisine with good company has also made this night   significantly past mediocre and mundane :) 

 "you shouldn't let the little things upset you. but some little things are worth smiling about."

I need to quit

    This is so tempting. Wanting you. 

    Wanting more.

I really do, need to quit. The thing is, it is the easiest fix. It's the routine that eases me, just a little. It's comforting. But, I really should quit, for the long run. I need to be healthy again. 

This road to self recovery is frustrating. I hate this feeling of inadequacy. 

What a beautiful mess this is...

Still on my way to getting things to where they need to be at: okay. 

Moved out and things are settling, slowly but surely. 

Nursing classes already on full steam, and I'm already trying to play catch up. 

It's okay, I'll get there. 

Drama with fam but we'll get past it. In the process. . . 

I miss my family back home but I'm very thankful for what's here in my life right now. 

I haven't been to church in two weeks :(

I threw away facebook, we'll see how long this lasts. 

Aside from all this, there's got to be some silver lining. 

Oh, I'm trying to quit smoking. I miserably failed my first day. I bought a new pack, at least I'm sharing it with my brother.

I'm going to start working out again...and drink lots of water. Hopefully I'll be healthy again in no time. 

That's all for thoughts today, going to call it a night. 

Night.