Green is the color of the day.

I haven't wrote in a while.

I have a lot on my mind.

I've been on an unofficial hiatus. I have feelings that I've tucked away or just haven't expressed.

I think my attempts to stray from pessimistic blues included words that show...

Ugh. I'm not making sense.

I want to cry.

I want a job?

I want to not get kicked out of the nursing program.

I wish I was born something else.

I want music. I need music. I want to feel good. . .

I want to not want love. I don't want to need someone. But deep down I do.

When it comes down to being home alone on a Friday night, I want that comfort.

I want that someone to call just to tell him I painted my nails a new color today.

I wasn't born to be alone. I'm not very good at it...I mean I know how to be alone. I like alone time. But I like together time too but to have together time...there needs to be two.

What is my problem?

I have a lot of problems that need to be fixed. Like the fact that I procrastinate till the last second.

I don't know where my money goes.

Not to ciggarettes, not at least for the past 5 days.

I crack under pressure.

I'm a bad friend & daughter. :(